"3 years ago, I'd find myself saying "I'd love to do that" or "I wish I had the guts to try and do that" and that's as far as i ever really went. I didn't know a single person who dreamed of similar things to me, nor someone who felt they could do more in life other than the typical 9-5 job."
Here I am again, music on, beverage in hand ready to get stuck in - although today it's a cider not coffee but hey sometimes you've gotta change things up a little right? I'm here with you today to once again share my thoughts with you and basically ask for your help on this one.
As you know I share everything and anything with you, because that's what I enjoy and intended to do from day one, I'm currently sat in my garden I'd planned on tanning while I work.. but that's not gone to plan as its an overcast hell - typical! But whatever I'll make do with what I have.
"I know the day's going to come, I don't know when but I'm hoping it never does, all at the same time. It probably makes no sense to you reading this, as it doesn't even make sense to me! Again it's something I can't explain."
Today I'm writing with the purpose of sharing some real fucking shit with you. This is by no means a cry for help, me asking for sympathy or anything else you may chose to label this as, but to be totally honest it's real shit that I wanna share. This isn't going to be filtered, edited to look better or any of that bullcrap, I'm letting it flow the way it did onto my page in my notebook at 3am. (yes that's right, I couldn't sleep so I decided to do what I do best - write)
So if you're not here to hear some real shit then this isn't the post for you. (I'm also sorry if you don't like people that use swear words, but it's the only word that springs to mind)
"I felt the need to share this post with you, as for me this day proved a lot. The love and support from the good people within this world out weighs all of these horrific extremists, in times of fear we came together, stood together in a crowd of thousands and let me tell you, during that silence I was covered in goose bumps head to toe. It truly was incredible to be apart of."
I feel like it would be totally wrong of me to write a blog post and carry on as normal after the most recent events that took place. I'm sure you're aware by now of the horrific Manchester bombing that took place on the 22nd May 2017 at the Arianna Grande's concert, which claimed the lives of 22 innocent victims and injured many others.
The heartbreaking thing about this particular event, is that it was done at a concert with mainly young children and families, in a place they should have felt safe and been having the times of their lives - I remember the first concert I went to was at the O2 Arena to see Leonia Lewis and it was one of the best things I'd ever experienced! Arianna Grande has shown true strength and courage after the bombing by taking it upon herself to put on the "Benefit Concert" to raise funds for all of the victims and those involved to bring people together through music. (If you didn't at least watch this on the telly, I highly advice you to do so it truly was incredible)
I" simply fell in love with the whole process, I received such a positive response from people that knew me which I guess kept me going. It helps me grow as a person, it helps me share my struggles without feeling alone and most importantly I just love it."
No one understands how bloody excited I am to share this blog post with you, like the only way to describe how I feel is to tell you honestly I can't stop jumping up and down with joy! - Like the photo above, but hey we'll pretend we got the perfect shot in attempt 1... instead of bloody 50! (I honestly worked up a sweat getting that photo for this, haa)
Wait, no actually that's not true because in all honesty I have been driving my family and boyfriend up the wall! I can't stop myself from talking about it. But now finally I can share my news with you and that means I get to talk about it even more.
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