"It's hit me harder than I ever even imagined was possible, it's effected me in ways I can barely explain. I didn't know pain and heartache like this existed; a year and 2 months have flown on by. Looking back at the year of 2018 brings me the saddest moments in my life"
I haven't put pen to paper in over 6 months, not a single word has been written in my notepad nor have I opened up my laptop. To tell you the truth I've missed the sound of my pen scratching the paper, the tapping of my keyboard, these sounds used to fulfil my heart, bring me a sense of joy and made me feel happy.
I haven't even searched my blog on Google just to have a look, admire my space let alone log in and look at my analytics. This used to be my ritual I'd forever be checking everything's okay, the site still works and is attracting people. I loved the feeling of creativity, making something entirely my own letting my thoughts run wild without a care in the world, no plan of action. I would sit with a coffee beside me let my words spill out onto the page, never a topic in mind; I'd just wake and bake you know. I'd see what I come up with never would I read back until the words have left my brain and are in front of me, only then would I re-read to decide if this is something good or just garbage that will stay unseen..
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